when i go down

i'll tell you flat out, it hurts so much to think of this. so from my thoughts i will exclude.
the very thing that i hate more than everything is the way i'm powerless to dictate my own mood.

i've thrown away so many things that could've been much more. and i just pray, my problems go away if they're ignored. but thats not the way it works. no thats not the way it works.

when i go down, i go down hard. and i take everything i've learned and teach myself some disregard. when i go down, it hurts to hit the bottom. and of the things that got me here, i think, if only i had fought them.

if and when i can clear myself of this clouded mind. i'll watch myself settle down. into a place where peace can search me out and find that i'm so ready to be found.

i've thrown a way the hope i had in friendships. i've thrown away so many things that could've been much more. i've thrown away the secret to find an end to this. and i just pray, my problems go away if they're ignored. but thats not the way it works. no thats not the way it works.

any control i thought i had just slips right through my hands. while my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimends me. then and there i confess. i'll blame all this on my selfishness. yet you love me. and that consumes me. and i'll stand up again and do so willingly.
you give me hope, and hope it gives me life. you touched my heavy heart, and when you do you make it light. as i exhale i hear your voice. and i answer you, though i hardly make a noise. and from my lips the words i choose to say, seem pathetic, but its a fallen man's praise. because i love you. yes, God i love you. and life is now worth living, if only because of you.

when i go down, i lift my eyes to you. i wont look very far, cause you'll be there with open arms to lift me up again. to lift me up again.

Relient K.

*that would describe all =)

Why ladies today are still single!

Top reasons why ladies today are still SINGLE:

1. The nice men are ugly.
2. The handsome men are not nice.
3. The handsome and nice men are gay.
4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.
5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nicemen, have no money.
6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.
7. The handsome men without money are after our money.
8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.
9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, some what nice and have money, are cowards.
10. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice, and have some money, and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!
11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative.

NOW, WHO UNDERSTANDS MEN?
"Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like grapes, and it's our job to stomp on them and keep them in the dark until they mature into something you'd like to have dinner with."

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